Than You for saving me, what can I say?
You are my everything, I will sing Your praise
I was just struck by the love of God
It's funny how we can know something, and we can feel it, and we can experience it, and still never understand it, never know it, never really feel it and completely miss out on it at the same time.
God always loves me, just as much today as every other day. But I don't always feel it, don't always know it. And anytime I think I do, I'm always shocked and amazed at how limited my view is.
You shed Your blood for me, what can I say?
You took me sin and shame
A sinner called by name
Most of the people who read this probably don't know this, but by my own power I would not be alive right now. I spent a long time depressed and lost in my own pain. I reached the point where I couldn't do it any more, couldn't win God's love, I just wasn't good enough. So I told Him that He had to fix it or I couldn't go on.
I guess I was asking God to prove that He loved me, even though I was far from where He wanted me to be.
Great is the Lord
Great is the Lord
For we know Your truth has set us free
You've set Your hope in me
Even after that amazing experience I still forget that amazing, wonderful unconditional love. I experienced saving grace in a very literal sense, and I still forget, I still worry, I still wonder if things *really* will work out or not.
In short, I'm stupid.
I won't say I'm human, because true humanity, my restored humanity, is secure in God. Doubting God isn't human, it's sinful.
Mercy and grace are mine, forgiven is my sin
Jesus, my only hope, the Saviour of the world
God loves me. No, that's not enough, it's not just me He loves.
God loves humanity, God loves His creation, and everything about Him is about restoring it to what we all should be experiencing.
How could I forget that? How can I miss that.
"Great is the Lord" we cry
God let Your Kingdom come
Your word has let me see
Thank You for saving me
I think the reason we forget the love of God is because we don't live it. We keep trying to do life by ourselves. We keep trying to earn God's love instead of living in it. There is freedom in love.
I don't know how to change this, but I know God is renewing my mind so that His love, His plan is rooted in my very heart, my very soul.
Maybe right now experiencing God's love all the time would be too much for me.....