Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Being a Mrs.

The other night I was introduced as a wife. It made me want to giggle and such, I felt wonderful, if not a little childish. Sometimes I don't feel I fit this role, it seems so much bigger than I am, so much older than I am, but most of the time, actually, even when I feel I don't fit, it still feels perfect.

In life we all have many roles that change and move, but some stay. Even though I'm "all grown up" I am still my mother and father's little girl, I'm still my grandmother's little doll, I'm still like a sister to childhood friends. It's amazing, and wonderful, how some things never change.

Monday, May 16, 2005

The Rest of My Life....

It's been a while since I've posted/ranted/typed anything because, well, life got a little crazy, and for the past few weeks I havn't really had internet access.

As of May 7th, I am Mrs. Benjamin Perry. It's a good feeling. I'm also done Bethany, finished classes and school work and such, at least for now.

And the only thing odd about the whole thing is that it doesn't feel odd at all. My husband and I were talking about that while on our honeymoon. We had both expected to feel this big change, to feel different, both because of graduation and because of the wedding, but we didn't. It was completely natural, comepletely right feeling, and good. Although I still don't think that being done school has sunk in.

So now what? We're floating til the end of the month and then heading to Calgary. That is going to be the biggest change, I'll talk about that later (oh yeah, building suspence).

So far I'm liking the rest of my life, hopefully it will continue being this good.